A Beautiful Death

Nicole

Ok, there's this chick right. we were going out for a while some time last year. Well everything was going reasonably good until one she decides that she doesn't feel that way about me anymore. she wants to be friends! now that was never the direction i was expecting this relationship to go, but shit happens. Now as it turns out I was actually starting to fall in the love with this girl. So you can just imagine how I took this news. devastated doesn't even begin to describe the way I feeling at the time. To add to my misery I actually tried to be friends with her, but seeing her everyday only made it seem more like torture. So I went with that for a good couple of months, until I had no choice but to cut off all ties. That was eight whole months ago.
Without realizing it I found myself on mxit, an im application, and guess whose online. none other than the infamous organ crusher herself, Nicole. I, obviously, had no intention of saying anything, but out of nowhere she just greets me strikes up small talk, invites me to coffee and goes offline...
I think I'll leave it at that for now.

Life

One of the most frivolous things God has to offer. Have you ever wondered why you were here, ok stupid question. but here's the thing, can anyone really answer that question. I for one think there's no answer. In all my efforts, I never once seen something that made me stop and say "Boy am I glad to be alive". Fuck. Just thinking about it is making me nervous. Then are the days when I stop say "maybe it's me, maybe I'm the one that's broken and not everybody else". Then I walk outside and get mugged, and when I'm about to really angry I stop and think to myself (walletless and phoneless ), "Fuck it! That's life".