The Beginning

Look look, it’s my serious face. Just kidding. Anyhow back to the point. From now on I’m going to be starting the history chapter, where I will go through my life bit by bit from the start so that everyone will be able to see how I ended up this way. This chapter will be starting soon, probably next week. The reason why I’m doing this now is because this whole blog wasn’t really clicking with me, so I figured if I do this it’ll be a little easier because I’ll already know what I will be posting. Also I thought if it’s gonna be a blog about me, it should have some stuff about me.

2009

Fuck, it’s here. Maybe we can still run, maybe not.
Oh well, it’s too late now. For some reason I can feel a fear so encompassing and abyssal as the depths of the sea, wait I don’t know what the depths of the sea feels like.
Ok ok, I can tell you this much. Whatever it is, it’s pretty fucking scary. It’s as if I’ve been walking through miles of desert sand and when I finally come to city, there isn’t a single sign of life and all my hope has be turned into despair. A despair so deep that I can hear my heart beating. Until it comes to a point where I drop to my knees to throw out a scream of utter agony.
How about we leave it at I don’t have good about this new year, not yet anyway.